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driving.

Fri May 29, 2009, 6:31 PM
Family emergency,

Grieving,

Call manager,

Trip down south,

Viewing,

Financial troubles,

Little rest,

Talking to manager,

Finally sleeping,

Woke up 4 hours later,

Not back to sleep,

Waiting,

Good news,

Packing up,

Returning home.

Grieving

Incase you donT understand, this simply has been my past 2 days, after finding out that my mom passed away.

  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: mood can not describe how I feel.

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:iconfinalfantasyfanvii:
an accident while she was driving.

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:iconmtp623:
*Hugs you very tightly* I'm sorry to hear about this and about your mother :(. I just hope things go well.
:iconlycandid:
I've had your journal in my messages for over 24 hours trying to think of something to say that was witty or helpful or smart or something...

I've got nothing. I simply hope that you'll be okay. My condolences, and I hope you'll be able to adjust and move on in a healthy way.

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And, isn't sanity really just a one-trick pony anyway? I mean all you get is one trick, rational thinking, but when you're good and crazy, oooh, oooh, oooh, the sky is the limit. - The Tick
:iconfinalfantasyfanvii:
thank you, It was a very turbulent time for all of us, those 48 hours. But as cold as this may seem, Life does have to move on.

as for me, I am thankfull that our manager of the store I work for, was understanding and pretty much told me GO!, take as long as you need off, we'll find way to cover for you. and himself even worked part of that shift for me also.

and even though I was stupid on the trip there and back, he was willing to help me out with a pay advance so I could purchase groceries and will wait to have it deducted from my paycheck.

the only sad part about it, is the fact that I'll never be able to her her voice.

cremation happens tomorrow, and then her remains will be brought back up to N. Utah so we can arange a funeral, and her buarial.

As for me, I was an emotional wreck, (still in a way am) but the moment hit me yesterday where I realized that life had returned to normal while I was going cleaning work for the den here, not only did it help take my mind off of this whole ordeal, in the back of my head it said... well I don't know how to describe it.


But overall the outpour from other family members and close friends have been a great help.

*hugs*

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Don't you believe in destiny with a capotil D? two people who've never met, but who are made for eachother? - William Dunbar, Code Lyoko

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:iconfinalfantasyfanvii:
one fo the worst parts of this whole ordeal is how it happened... I can link you to my live journal entry if you feel like reading more.

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Don't you believe in destiny with a capotil D? two people who've never met, but who are made for eachother? - William Dunbar, Code Lyoko

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